Love and Thunderstorms.

So, like, this a blog post I meant to make like A WEEK AND A HALF AGO.

Thunderstorms, have you ever been in the middle of one? With the pouring rain and the purple flashes of light and the rolling booms?

I have. I've been in one.
Standing on the top of a hill.
On a playground.
In the middle of soon to be subdivision (I call it empty suburbia because it's all layed out and the roads are all paved and the lots seperated, but there's nothing except that and a playground. I hope everyday that the company building the houses goes bankrupt so it stays the way it is forever. It's peaceful in a strange poetic kind of way)
And I wasn't cold.
Even though I was sopping wet.
Because I was warm on the inside.
I had this feeling of freedom and peacfulness.
And love, I'm going to say love for lack of a better word.
Because in the thunder and lightning, the rest of the world didn't matter.
My hand was warm.
Because it was clasping another hand.
And as I lay down in the gravel of the new playground and watched the purple flashes of light and soaked myself to the core.
All that mattered was happiness.
And the hand clasping mine.

FUNFACT: I'm happy.

THIS IS A BLOG POST

TO REMIND ME TO BLOG ABOUT ACTUAL IMPORTANT SHITE.
I'll blog a big happy Betty-esque blog about life and rain and thunder and love when I get home I promise.
 However, this blog is still going to get a picture and a funfact, it's turned into a thing that I always do.

FUNFACT: Bubble Pop Electric is a hilarious and catchy song that Gwen Stefani had on her first solo album.

 Bad - Ass Game right here. s'true.
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Six Billion Secrets

"I gazed through a pane of glass
and saw an unfamiliar creature.
I threw a nearby rock at it,
shattering the mirror"


              Lol, I think things up in the shower, like this. I've been thinking a lot lately about who I am, and who I was, and sometimes it feels like I don't know who I am anymore. Sometimes it's okay though. Sometimes I need to look in the mirror and actually talk directly at myself, as if the girl in the mirror is someone else, and I'm still who I've always been.

              Sometimes though, it feels like I'm everything I've ever been, completely, albeit struggling for coherency. Everything I am clashes a little bit sometimes, but in those moments, I'm certain it will all come together fine in the end. That's kind of a central theme in my life "Everything will work out in the end" and so far, it has.

On a real life note. MATH EXAM IS OVER, FUCK YES. NO MORE FECKING QUADRATIC FORMU- oshit.
I just realized what I wrote, and it's got a silly hidden meaning/inside joke.

But seriously, I finished a 3 HOUR  math exam today. Shit was not cash, but now summer is a whopping  two days away and I, am a happy camper.

Happy camping.

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Printer Software

         Okay, I'm going to start by quoting The Oatmeal here and say "Printers have been sent from hell to make us misrable". It's true, but at least printers have some point to them, you know what's completely unessisary. THE FUCKING SOFTWARE THAT COMES WITH THEM.

My mother calls me downstairs about a month ago and says to me: can you hook the printer up?
Me: Just plug that shit in, It'll work.
Mom: But what about the software, do you need to re-integrate the printer in to it or something?
Me: RAAAAAAAGGE

          Anyone who is computer savvy will tell you that for the most part, the printer software that comes with a printer is COMPLETELY OPTIONAL. That's right. If you're usuing windows XP or greater (Can't talk for macs, but I'm guessing they're pretty smart) then your computer WILL AUTOMATICALLY DETECT THE PRINTER, AND PRINTING PROGRAMS WILL PRINT TO IT.
        The printer software is just orginaiztion shite, crappy retouching shite, and MAYBE the necessary drivers.
        Funfact: The Crappy retouching software that comes with is crappy. Learn to Photoshop if you REALLY want to look better in all of your photos. Photoshop is a wondrous thing. I've got a wondrous example, but I really don't think I should post it in my blog, because it's a freaking awesome shoop* I did of someone I know. If you want to see it, I'll post it next blog or something.


Until then, enjoy this gif of My best friend's D and D Character.

I don't mind wearing my underwear on the outside.

You know, I've been thinking a lot lately, and by lately I mean; I'm always thinking, just lately my thoughts been more relevant to the world.


Like, everyone I've ever been close to has been "messed up" if you will. Now I know everyone is messed up. I'm pretty messed up myself, I know you're messed up *points violently at the screen*, but I mean messed up in the traditional sense. Most of the people I've ever super cared about have been depressed or had family problems or those types of things and the kinds of things that go along with them. (I've given out a fair share of hugs in my life, I'm pretty sure I'm really good at it by now, just so you all know. ) So my mother told me last night "You don't have to be the strong one, you don't have to be the superhero" To which I replied "I don't mind, I look really good in spandex and a cape". (Pause for super awesome "Hex as a sexy super-lady" mental images, you know you want to) But I've been thinking, and it's true, I don't mind wearing my underwear on the outside. I have a way to deal with things, I dunno, I just get over it. I'm pretty level headed and I'm stable. I have a consistent home life, a present and caring family. I care a lot about people and being there for everyone makes me feel good. It never seems like too much to handle or think about.

Also, when I have issues, I have people, as long as those people stick around, then I'll be fine, and sometimes, when I can't deal with other people's issues, then I'll tell them, and hope they understand. As long as I have understanding people, I'll be fine. I'll be fine. I'm having as much fun as humanly possible and trying to spread it around. I try to smile and laugh whenever I can and honestly, I'm having the time of my life.



It's a little tiring though, having the time of your life. A nap would be nice.

Fun fact: I own the comic of which the following art is cover art for.

JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS

Revoked (Her blog) : I admire "Revoked" ’s ability to be naturally funny, and say what’s on her mind, even if it sometimes doesn’t make sense.




Betty (Her Blog) : "Betty" can express herself and her feelings. She’s open about love and hate and how she’s feeling and doesn’t get embarrassed saying her feelings out loud.



Ryan HAS NO BLOG: Ryan is incredibly opinionated and is great to have a discussion with. He can truly believe in what it is he’s talking about, but still listen to your opinion and give his feedback and reflect.



Jenna HAS NO BLOG : Jenna is a really caring person, she’s cares about other people’s feelings and gives everyone a chance. She’s loyal to her friends and fun to be around.